(view from my offices, me staring and dreaming...)I feel like I am wide awake these days.
Which is really frightening and so exciting at the same time. I feel really focused on my job (which it turns out that I am really good at), on playing music again (with the beautiful sophie, the talented ralph, and artistic matthew), about getting in shape (I LOVE my gym!).
I don't know, I guess change was necessary.
It doesn't mean I don't stare out of my bedroom window and cry from time to time wondering...about everything.
But for now, I am enjoying flirting (and kissing again), and daydreaming...M
